 | |  | | ![]()  | Trad.a said: | 21. I still feel 18.
Age is just a number, age is just a number, age is just a number, age is just a number. |
A number that keeps going up. | |  | |  |
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 | |  | | ![]() Let's see... About today, I'd be about... 0000 497.750.400, provided I calculated the days correctly... | |  | |  |
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| written by Alex on May 12, 2011 12:23 |
| | | | ![]() | Raptorjedi said: | | A number that keeps going up. |
Unless you prevent "yesterday" from ending. And today I waked up in such a mood that makes me feel it was just the right thing to do: when society around expects one to get himself into a schematic kind of life, then it's a perfectly sane wish to never leave the state of mind of when you were 14. I always tended to feel I was wrong, and tried to fix the problem, but the problem was all around, arising from others' suggestions and examples I could never really force me into imitating. | | | | |
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| written by Kristos on May 12, 2011 15:00 |
 | |  | | ![]() I take child-like delight in the simplest things, but consider many things deeper than the typical pondering adult. 
Alex, I've never felt bound to how people expect me to be, and I don't make efforts to fit in unless it is in a way that is part of me. All the same, I do consider how others feel about things. (Poor example: I don't go to my artsy friends and run my yap about deep maths even though I love to talk about math.) I think being home-schooled for 6 years has helped me to not fall victim to the System. It makes it harder for me sometimes because many people in the System can't socialize with people outside the System. But I'm right where I want to be. 
Personally, I'd love to get married and have a family though. But I'm content for it to not be so. And I don't think the typical female could stand my unconventionality. | |  | |  |
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| written by Megagun on May 12, 2011 21:54 |
| written by Alex on May 12, 2011 23:27 |
| | | | ![]() | Kristos said: | | Alex, I've never felt bound to how people expect me to be |
Good for you, I've not been so easy on me. As you probably know from the blog, I have a conflict there: one part wishes to conform, the other won't submit. Today, in the first part of the day, the rebel won, but this evening (after an afternoon spent with people who expect me to behave "normally") it looks like the conformist enjoyed some revenge. All these rapid changes in attitude turn out to be quite stressing. Since at least five years ago, my greatest wish is becoming "a single thing" out of two opposite poles. | | | | |
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   | |  | | ![]() | Kristos said: | | And I don't think the typical female could stand my unconventionality. |
We here are all geeks. The typical female is not a geek. Don't bother with the typical, anyway. They're boring. That said, when I said we are all geeks, that implies a type of typicality. So ignore what I just said 
I have the weird (completely normal) thing where I think I'm at the best age to be, and always have done since about 12. | |  | |  |
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| written by Chad on May 13, 2011 22:31 |
| written by 4616599 on May 14, 2011 19:38 |
| | | | | Albeyamakiir said: | WeA significant majority of the population here areconsider themselves to be all geeks enthusiasts in varied interests, usually tech-related ones. The typical female person, regardless of gender but instead taking the statistical median in most things is not a geek tends to have different perspectives and mindsets which to us may be far from optimal. Don't bother with the Pay less attention to the typical, anyway. They're boring the type worth quick observation at best, sometimesdepending on circumstance and disposition. That said, when I said we are all geeks, that implies a type of typicality. So ignore what I just said so be it!
I have the weird (completely normal) thing where I think I'm at the best age to be, and always have done since about 12. views! |
Edited to be typically politically correct. | | | | |
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| written by Mvgulik on May 17, 2011 03:25 |
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Erm ... Trying not to remember. | |  | |  |
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| written by Kristos on May 20, 2011 15:58 |
| | | | ![]() | 4616599 said: | | Albeyamakiir said: | | ... |
Edited to be typically politically correct. |
I laugh muchly. | | | | |
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| written by E_net4 on May 21, 2011 16:53 |
| | | | ![]() I'm still waiting for the perfected Noctis time measure.  | | | | |
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| written by Neuzd on May 21, 2011 17:02 |
| | | | ![]() | E_net4 said: | | I'm still waiting for the perfected Noctis time measure. |
What do you mean? That in the eventual release of the next Noctis, the Felisian timing will be based on a universal time? I guess that's a desire shared by others, too. | | | | |
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